Lately, the nights have been very hard. The worst they have ever been. I thought it was hard when he started driving, but was I wrong. My mind just doesn't shut off. I have so much to do there really isn't time to sleep; yet sleep is very important. Anxiety that is what it is. I miss superdaddy so much. I miss how it was when we first got back together. It seemed as though we could not get enough of each other. Lately, it hasn't been that way. I just miss him.
Lord knows my "to do list" is almost 3 pages long. I almost cried when I wrote it all down. I broke it down into smaller to do lists to try to make it more managable and now it is longer; hummmpppphhh. At least that way I will feel better thinking I accomplished something.
The baby mamma drama shit is driving me nuts. I despise DQ more than words can say. She is just plain evil. Life would be livable if there wasn't baby mamma drama. I sure hope the kids see thru the smoke screen she creates and become better person's. I have a feeling DQ will ruin Miss G's birthday party this weekend. She threatened to not let them come over for a while and will probably blame us for it.
Now you understand ANXIETY!!!!! That seems to be my middle name lately followed by DEPRESSION!!!!!
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Monday, March 19, 2007
Happy Birthday Miss G!!
Well Saturday was Miss G's birthday. She turned 8. Seems like just yesterday she was 3. She is growing up so fast. (They all are). She is growing into a beautiful young lady. I am not going to post her picture on here as I don't want to cause any problems with her privacy and DQ.
On another note:
Things are starting to go in the right direction in life again (knock on wood). We need to take one step at a time. I miss superdaddy very much. Though he is home more than he has been in the past, it is just passing in the evening. Seems on the weekends, we have so much to do yet want to spend time together as do the kids. Sometimes sharing SUCKS!! Weekends do not have enough hours in the day.
I honestly cannot wait for the weather to finally break. We need to get out of the house and go riding or something. We all have cabin fever. Hubby and Bubba are dying to ride. Just have to get a few more parts and a babysitter and get out.
On another note:
Things are starting to go in the right direction in life again (knock on wood). We need to take one step at a time. I miss superdaddy very much. Though he is home more than he has been in the past, it is just passing in the evening. Seems on the weekends, we have so much to do yet want to spend time together as do the kids. Sometimes sharing SUCKS!! Weekends do not have enough hours in the day.
I honestly cannot wait for the weather to finally break. We need to get out of the house and go riding or something. We all have cabin fever. Hubby and Bubba are dying to ride. Just have to get a few more parts and a babysitter and get out.
Thursday, March 15, 2007
Happy Birthday Miss J!!
So yesterday was Miss J's birthday. I spent most of the day wiping away the tears from her pretty blue eyes. She is sad because she cannot see her dad. Her dad is in heaven already. She turned the big 9. Holy Smokes!! Where has the time gone?
This is her with messy hair at my brothers going away party last year. She is growing up too fast. Figures the easiest labor is the most difficult child so far.She is driving me nuts with school. She hasn't had homework in almost 3 weeks. Well the teacher sent a letter home that indicated she has 48 missing assignments and does not return homework?!?!? WTF? My point exactly. So now, I have all her work (a damn book). And of course, I feel like a slave driver making her sit every single day after school and do her work from the time I get home until the time she goes to bed. If she had done the darn work from the beginning, it would have been like 1 hour a night that is all.
Argggggg!!!!!!!!
Thought this was kind of cool!
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Thursday, March 08, 2007
Parenting a Teenager
Uggg
Where to begin...I am fed up with Bubba. He has been getting into a little pickle at school. Started last year and carried over to this year. I am about to strangle him. I know he is trying to have friends and well chicks, but give me a damn break. What happened to the good ole days, where you could go to school and not worry about getting your ass kicked?
This kid has been tormenting him for going on 2 years. He has been suspended more than once for fighting back, and walking away from fights believe it or not and well the kid still will not leave him alone. We have come to the conclusion that most of the problems are because of girls getting in the mix. I have had it. I hate our school and I loved it when I went there. It seems ridiculous that this shit keeps happening and the school does nothing about it.
Just thinking about this is causing me an ulcer!!
Where to begin...I am fed up with Bubba. He has been getting into a little pickle at school. Started last year and carried over to this year. I am about to strangle him. I know he is trying to have friends and well chicks, but give me a damn break. What happened to the good ole days, where you could go to school and not worry about getting your ass kicked?
This kid has been tormenting him for going on 2 years. He has been suspended more than once for fighting back, and walking away from fights believe it or not and well the kid still will not leave him alone. We have come to the conclusion that most of the problems are because of girls getting in the mix. I have had it. I hate our school and I loved it when I went there. It seems ridiculous that this shit keeps happening and the school does nothing about it.
Just thinking about this is causing me an ulcer!!
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